heart + ginger

The week passed too quickly, yet much has happened. Lil' Ellie gave me scare for a minute, and now she seems to be doing well. The animal hospital sent us home with a case of canned food especially for digestive health, which I assume she really loves judging by the way she gobbles it up and "digs" the dish for more.

And as far as the outside world: holy fuck. I can't keep up with it all, and maybe I shouldn't. The state of things is stressing me out so badly, I might end up with pancreatitis, too.

I will admit, however, that I don't mind giving my attention to that attorney who is taking on the legality of a certain NDA. At first glance, he's alright. But when he starts talking all lawyer-ly and stuff... #swoon. He's not the type that I would go after IRL, but I could definitely sit in a courtroom to listen to him litigate for days.

Which reminds me, I really need to start preparing myself for the NALA exam. I'm so fucking lazy. Do something about that, girl. Gotdamn.

All yesterday, Lil’ Ellie seemed to be not feeling well, and her condition worsened last night. I brought her to the animal hospital today, where she was diagnosed with pancreatitis. She will be there for a few days for treatment.

As if that weren’t worrisome enough, the exam room was the same room where I last said goodbye to Inanna almost 4 years ago. Needless to say, I’ve been somewhat an emotional mess for most of the day.

I love + hate much we become attached to those little assholes. Damn it.