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Apr. 10th, 2018 09:56 pm
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All yesterday, Lil’ Ellie seemed to be not feeling well, and her condition worsened last night. I brought her to the animal hospital today, where she was diagnosed with pancreatitis. She will be there for a few days for treatment.

As if that weren’t worrisome enough, the exam room was the same room where I last said goodbye to Inanna almost 4 years ago. Needless to say, I’ve been somewhat an emotional mess for most of the day.

I love + hate much we become attached to those little assholes. Damn it.

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Apr. 6th, 2018 01:48 pm
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Postsecret posted this, today.

After I read the secret, I immediately crumbled.

postsecret - pet

This July will mark four years since I had to put down my dog of 14 years. I fought it for days, but I eventually realized I was being selfish. It was time.

I did stay with her for as long as I could. Understandably, I was an emotional mess. I laid on the floor with her, hugged and kissed her. But I couldn't take it anymore and I left right before she passed.

I hadn't thought about it before, but after seeing this secret, I regret not staying with her until the very end. My heart hurts so much, knowing that her last memory of me was walking out of the room. I hate myself for that. I really do.

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